Trust that when God pushes you over the edge of your comfort zone, it’s because He has given you the strength and ability to fly. Don’t worry. Don’t doubt. Don’t fear. Just stretch your wings and take that leap of faith, knowing that even if you begin to fall along the way, He’ll always be there to catch you.
I know that you’ve been hurt a lot. I know that you’ve had people that you love cause you so much pain. I know that you’ve had those that you’ve given your best to, turn around and give you their worst. You’ve faced the heat of being talked about and lied on. You’ve inhaled the smoke of being betrayed and abandoned. You’ve been burned by harsh looks and cruel words. The very things you valued the most- your reputation, your relationships, your peace of mind, your dreams- have been set ablaze and destroyed. You may be in a place where your life seems to be in ruins and you are surrounded by nothing but ashes.
You’re probably angry and resentful at those who have caused you to lose so much. But love, my love! Don’t you realize that the fires others set in your life with negativity and hate were meant for your good? They may have meant to destroy you, but God was using it to produce something valuable in your life. You’re holding on to all that bitterness and anger, because since you’ve lost so much, you feel that’s all you have to hold on to. But love, my love! What you fail to realize is all the ashes others produced in your life are the very currency God uses in exchange for His beauty. No matter what they destroyed or took away from you, they were giving you something priceless in the process. I know it can seem dismal to look at your life and see nothing but ashes, but know that the more ashes that have piled up, the more treasure you have stored up to sell to the Father for His beauty and glory.
My love, can’t you see why His Word tells you to bless the ones that have cursed you and pray for those who have despitefully used you? No matter what they stole from you, they paid you in the process. Their intentions may have been to destroy you. Under normal circumstances they would have, but don’t you know the God that you serve and who He is? The God that you serve, is the One who can that can take what was meant to be destructive and transform it into something productive. He is the One who can take the very things that were meant to break you down and use them to build you up. He is the One who can take all of ashes that have accumulated in your life and replace them with unrivaled beauty.
So my love, gather up all the bitterness and the anger. Take all of the tears and the sorrow. Pick up all of the broken pieces and ashes in your life and lay them before the Father. He’s ready to make a spiritual transaction with you and He’s waiting to barter with you for all the pain that you’ve been given. He wants to acquire all of the ashes that life has given you, and in exchange He will gift you with His beauty.
I have to constantly remind myself of this all the time. Your 20s are your time for trial and error. Go for your dream job even if you realize it’s not really what you’re passionate about. Start a business even if you think it might fail. Travel the world even if you’re tight on money. Take that chance on love even if it doesn’t last forever. Make mistakes. Fall and get back up. Learn the rhythm of your heart. Figure out what makes you tick. Go wherever you feel God leads you. Don’t listen to the people that will try to tell you to settle for the safe choices. You have the rest of your life to have it together. Let your 20s be the years that you fumble, fall and figure out what your purpose is.